the best summer ever; because of you.
My first summer with you, was also the best.
For I learnt how to love, and how love feels like.
I had my first kiss, my first touch, my first hugs.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let them go.
I learnt that to love someone, you learn to let yourself go too; for them.
whispers of summer
her story
friends
birdsongs
memories
sunrays
sometimes what i want to say isn't apparent through what you just see(:
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
lesson learnt, i guess
lesson learnt, i guess.im shaken. very shaken. i only thought such horrible things only happened to people far far away from me, people that i'd never know because they were on the other side of the world or smth. never did i think, not even for a single moment, that this absolutely horrible thing would happen to someone i knew. okay, granted, it isnt someone very close to me, but still. it's still someone that i knew; someone that is much closer to me than anyone i thought such things happened to. im freaked out, really. i cant help thinking, if something like this happened to one of my really close friends [touch wood touch wood!], i'd really dont know what to do. i'd probably be a walking zombie or something, lost in worry and sadness. which is precisely why i worry for him; i dont even know how he's holding out. actl im worried for two of them - i hope they're both okay.
i prayed for shaun yesterday, even as i hear more and more rumours amongst people. i dont believe half of them, especially the one that says he jumped. shaun's not that sort. as for the other rumours that i cant sort out fact and myth from, i just hope tht people will be kind to him and not speculate so horribly, really. its not nice.i prayed for you yesterday too, if you want to know. i hope you're both okay.but i guess what they say is true - you only grow with more blows to your soul. and i dont think i'll ever think that such things won't happen to anyone close to me now. maybe i'll go on a hiatus, until i've gotten over this. before that i might be too emo for anyone's liking. 8:09 pm
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
lesson learnt, i guess lesson learnt, i guess.im shaken. very shaken. i only thought such horrible things only happened to people far far away from me, people that i'd never know because they were on the other side of the world or smth. never did i think, not even for a single moment, that this absolutely horrible thing would happen to someone i knew. okay, granted, it isnt someone very close to me, but still. it's still someone that i knew; someone that is much closer to me than anyone i thought such things happened to. im freaked out, really. i cant help thinking, if something like this happened to one of my really close friends [touch wood touch wood!], i'd really dont know what to do. i'd probably be a walking zombie or something, lost in worry and sadness. which is precisely why i worry for him; i dont even know how he's holding out. actl im worried for two of them - i hope they're both okay.
i prayed for shaun yesterday, even as i hear more and more rumours amongst people. i dont believe half of them, especially the one that says he jumped. shaun's not that sort. as for the other rumours that i cant sort out fact and myth from, i just hope tht people will be kind to him and not speculate so horribly, really. its not nice.i prayed for you yesterday too, if you want to know. i hope you're both okay.but i guess what they say is true - you only grow with more blows to your soul. and i dont think i'll ever think that such things won't happen to anyone close to me now. maybe i'll go on a hiatus, until i've gotten over this. before that i might be too emo for anyone's liking.
i'm just the girl in the corner, the girl with the wistful eyes;
jiaying
seventeen! but that'll change on 220910 xD
rafflesian
113'05, 210'06, 315'07, 415'08 10S03P!
redcrosser passed out;
tribunist [vchair yay :D] said farewell;
but i'll never forget those days(:
archer! :D
still a writer, yep.
save me...
absolutely deranged
chocoholic
shopaholic
complete psychotic
stress-hater
panicky [i'm serious.]
unfortunately, more often than not, a broken rose.
... before i drive myself mad.
je t'aime;
rgsrcy
tribune
rj archery!
writers' guild!
reading! xD
dancing <3!
singing
going on facebook and playing random games there HAHA
grand pianos [oh, nothing beats a grand!]
black; pink; chocolate brown :D
astronomy; knitting; archeryyy(:
pool; bridge; mahjong! xD
chemistry! [favourite subject (:]
needless to say, we must never leave out the two essences of life, chocolate and shopping! i can never do without
them hahaha(x
for all life is a dream, and dreams themselves are only dreams;
ra science nahh no chance alr. but nevermind(:
>3.6 gpa [HAHA YES I DID IT FOR SECTHREE!(:]
tribune chair vchair's good enough. and in any case, my term's over anyway.
>3.6 SECFOUR gpa! YES I DID IT AGAIN! :D
rj chem ra! thank God i got in! :D
or uwc nordic! didn't apply; decided that specialising in sciences was the wiser choice, given my inaptitude
for humanities ><
rj dance! street/intl also can :D :Dbut nevermind, because rj archery pwns all now!
not forgetting the typical wish for world peace, duh. (:
and i wish i could have him. or at least, if we're not meant to be, someone to love
and to love me back. &it's true that love ends up being a battlefield sometimes, but it's still love; blessed
love.
for we were meant to last forever;
i find my paradise when you look me in the eyes-
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